Somewhere i belong~chapter 25~ *To be or not to be*

Lynnia , Brandon and ashleigh had ordered pizza and all got comfortable on the couch to play x-box. Lynnia had mastered the game HALO so she crushed Ashleigh and Brandon totally. None of them had talked about the Chrisiley situation since they were all at the store and Lynnia was happy.

After a few hours of HALO Ashleigh had conked out across the couch with her feat on Lynnia’s lap while she searched the T.V. for something to watch. Brandon had took the phone and went into the kitchen to call his mom and tell her he was staying another night and why. He also talked to the doctor about Lynnia’s mother because Lynnia didn’t want her mood brought down any more than it already was when they had called. A few minutes later Lynnia left it on Mtv and watched “Pimp my Ride” When Brandon walked back in and set the phone on the side table next to the couch he stood in front of it.

Brandon: (looks at ashleigh and laughs) Shes so lame.
Lynnia:(shrugs) So what did the doctor say?
Brandon: Oh yeah, he said that your mom should be home this weekend.
Lynnia: This weekend?!
Brandon: Yeah, you gotta understand Lynnia...these things can be very complicated. They want to be extra careful. You should be glad there keeping her and taking care of her.
Lynnia: (sighs) i know...i just miss her.
Brandon: well would you like me to move ashleigh to your room?
Lynnia: Please do.

Brandon picked up ashleigh and cradled her in his arms. Her arm hung over the side and she mumbled something. Both Brandon and Lynnia tried not to laugh so they wouldn’t wake her. Brandon brought her up the stairs and laid her across Lynnia’s bed. Once she was under the covers and all set he slowly looked around her room. There wasn’t much done to it since they had just moved in. He didn’t want to be rude so he met lynnia on the couch not long after. Lynnia had gotten a small fleece blanket from the living room closet and had brought her knees up to cuddle into it and watch the T.V. Brandon sat next to her and put both of his arms up and stretch them across the back.

Brandon: I hate this show.
Lynnia:(hands him the remote) Well if you can find something better to watch, be my guest.
Brandon: (smiles) why don’t we just watch a movie?
Lynnia: We could do that too. But are you going to school tomorrow?
Brandon: whats that have anything to do with watching a movie?
Lynnia: Don’t want to stay up to late.
Brandon: Are you?
Lynnia: im not going to school until my moms home.
Brandon:Thats a lot of school your missing.
Lynnia: Like i care.
Brandon: (laughs) well then, i guess im not either.
Lynnia: (looks at him oddly) you don’t have to do that.
Brandon: I know, but i want to.

Lynnia resisted the urge to smile at him. She hated the thought that she was actually starting to really like him. It didn’t feel right to feel those feelings for him but she did. They sat there flipping through channels until Brandon finally got up and asked where her movies were. They were in a small box in the closet. Brandon searched through them and picked a couple out then went and sat back on the couch. Leaning in towards Lynnia he showed her the movies. There in his hands were, Anchorman, Friday night lights, walking tall, and the terminator. Lynnia rolled her eyes.


Brandon: which one?
Lynnia:(laughs) are you serious?
Brandon: what?
Lynnia: Those are total guy movies. Not that i don’t like them all. But come on...not one chick flick?
Brandon:(laughs) ha nope.
Lynnia:(raises her eyebrows at him)
Brandon:(sighs) fine.

Brandon went back to the closet and picked up a random girl movie and brought it back. It was the notebook. He showed it to Lynnia hoping she wouldn’t like it.

Lynnia: That one!!
Brandon: Are you serious?!
Lynnia: aw i absolutely LOVE that movie.
Brandon: Of course you do.
Lynnia: aw you will like it. It’s a love story.
Brandon: and tell me again why you think ill like it?
Lynnia:(laughs) shut up and just watch it with me.

Brandon thought about it for a second. Maybe he could cuddle up with her or something during the movie. Then he just shrugged and she went to put it in the DVD player. Brandon just watched her. When she came back and sat down she smiled at him. He smiled back and grabbed the blanket from her and put it around him.

Lynnia: Hey! Get your own!
Brandon: you! I have to watch this movie with you, so i get the blanket.
Lynnia:(huffs) come on
Brandon: Nope, unless you want to share im not getting another one.
Lynnia: Share?
Brandon: Yeah
Lynnia:(sighs) i only have one blanket down here and i don’t want to wake up ashleigh.
Brandon:(gets comfortable) well then i suggest you turn up the heat.(smirks)
Lynnia: You think your funny, you arnt.
Brandon: Well is it just me or do i see a smile appearing upon that face?
Lynnia: its just you.(gets up to turn up the heat)

Brandon didn’t want to stop the flirting so when she went to walk by him he reached out and snagged her, making her fall on his lap. She laughed but quickly tried to get off. Brandon wrapped his arms around her so she couldn’t. Lynnia quickly tickled him and he loosened his grip enough that she could get away. Brandon was having fun and could tell Lynnia was too so he chased her around the couch till he grabbed her and tackled her to the ground. Getting between her legs so he could reach under her arms he tickled her like crazy. Lynnia squirmed left and right laughing so hard tears filled her eyes. Brandon finally stopped and let her breathe but stayed between her legs looking down at her.


Brandon: Had enough?
Lynnia: Do i get my blanket back?
Brandon: i told you, unless you want to share your anwser is no.
Lynnia:(sighs) evil
Brandon: (laughs) hey you’re the one who started the tickling.
Lynnia: I also had the blanket first!
Brandon: To bad (laughs)
Lynnia:(sticks her tongue out at him) Well if you’d let me turn up the heat i would be fine with you having the blanket.
Brandon: your ruining the fun then.
Lynnia:(laughs) fun?
Brandon:(gets closer to her face) yeah, fun
Lynnia: I see
Brandon: yep. Now shall we see if you can take more tickling?(starts tickling again)
Lynnia:(in between laughs) NO! Enough! I’ve had enough!(laughs)


Brandon stopped and watched her as she tried to catch her breath under him. She looked so beautiful with her ponytail all messed up and above her head and her eyeliner slightly gone because of laughing so hard. And her lips...her lips looked so kissable, Brandon thought. He moved a piece of hair that was in her face behind her ear and Lynnia stared into his eyes as did Brandon. Both breathing hard Brandon couldn’t help but lean in and kiss her. Lynnia put her hands in his hair and kissed him back. Their tongues moved together as did there hips as they grinded together. The kiss just got harder and harder, taking even more of their breath. Brandon grabbed her thigh and bent it higher so the feeling of them grinding against each other felt more intense. His hand slid higher and higher until it was under the base of her shirt. The coldness of his hand brought Lynnia back down to earth and she pulled away from his lips breathing hard. She had stopped grinding and put her hands on Brandons chest.

Lynnia:(Breathing hard) Im sorry.
Brandon:(breathing hard too)Whats wrong?
Lynnia:(starts to slide out from under him)(in between breaths) I don’t know, but i just cant do this.
Brandon:(sighs) alright.


Brandon wanted to shoot himself for putting the look that lynnia now had on her face, on her face. It was a look of confusion, sadness and regret. He hated himself for it. When they both stood up and straightened their clothes he kissed her forehead and whispered sorry into her ear. She simple nodded and got comfortable on the couch and switched the T.V. to regular T.V. instead of the DVD screen. Brandon got comfortable on the opposite side too and gave her the blanket. They both just sat there watching “pimp my ride” a show they both hated. Thinking about what had just happened between them and what it meant.